THINGS NO ONE UNDERSTANDS

HE CALLS
AS SHE SITS ON THE EDGE OF THE RIVER BED SHE WONDERS ....ANALIZING AND REALIZING THAT HER LIFE WAS IN A DEEP A STATE OF CONFUSION......ALL SHE LONGS FOR IS LOVE BUT SHE CAN NOT FIND IT ....HER HOPES CRUSHED AS SHE SITS AND SEES HER LOVE FADE AWAY ..... HER HEART GROWING SO COLD AS TEARS STREEM DOWN HER FACE .... SHE HAS YET AGAIN LOST ANOTHER BATTLE .... NOW AS SHE WATCHES THE WATER RUN SHE WISHES FOR ETERNAL REST ... SHE NO LONGER HAS THE WILL TO LIVE .... THE STRENGTH TO GO ON ......OR THE HEART TO LOVE ..... FOR SO LONG SHE HAS TRIED TO WIN THIS FIGHT BUT EACH TIME SHE TRIES SHE RECIVES A DEEPER WOUND ....MENTALY EXASUSTED SHE WISHES FOR DARKNESS TO ENVELOP HER SOUL AND WISHES TO WITHER AWAY AND DIE ......LONLY COLD AND UN WANTED SHE BEGINS TO CRY...... FOR HER ONLY FRIEND IS THE NIGHT ..... SO DIFFERENT FOM EVERY ONE SHE TRIED TO FIT IN .... TRIED TO BE LIKE EVERY ONE ........TRIED TO BE NORMAL......BUT AS ALWAYS ....FAILED MISERABLY .... AND NOW AS HER HEART LEANS TWARDS DARKNESS SHE WISHES SHE COULD TRAVEL BACK TO A TIME WHEN SHE WAS HAPPY ...... WHEN SHE WAS FREE WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE .............BUT REALITY HAS SET IN AND NOW SHE HAS TO LIVE IN THIS SILENT HELL FOR EVER ......NEVER TO FIND HER PEOPLE ...NEVER TO BE HAPPY ....OR NEVER TO BE LOVED......

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THE ROAD OF LIFE I LAY IN YOUR ARMS..... I LOOK IN YOUR EYES..... YOU HOLD ME....... I FEEL THE LOVE.... I FEEL SAFE..... BUT TO YOU THERE IS NOTHING....... CUDDLING ..... HOLDING HANDS........ KISSING IN THE DARK...... SPEAKING OF DREAMS....... AND YOU SAY THERE IS NOTHING...... TELLING OF FEARS...... OF THINGS IN THE FUTURE....... THE LONG HOURS OF CONVERSATION...... AND STILL U THINK THERE IS NOTHING...... AND AS DAYS PASS ....... MY HEART BEGINS TO HURT..... BECAUSE TO YOU THERE IS NOTHING.......... 12-14-2000
		HE CALLS AS SHE SITS ON THE EDGE OF THE RIVER BED SHE WONDERS ....ANALIZING AND REALIZING THAT HER LIFE WAS IN A DEEP A STATE OF CONFUSION......ALL SHE LONGS FOR IS LOVE BUT SHE CAN NOT FIND IT ....HER HOPES CRUSHED AS SHE SITS AND SEES HER LOVE FADE AWAY ..... HER HEART GROWING SO COLD AS TEARS STREEM DOWN HER FACE .... SHE HAS YET AGAIN LOST ANOTHER BATTLE .... NOW AS SHE WATCHES THE WATER RUN SHE WISHES FOR ETERNAL REST ... SHE NO LONGER HAS THE WILL TO LIVE .... THE STRENGTH TO GO ON ......OR THE HEART TO LOVE ..... FOR SO LONG SHE HAS TRIED TO WIN THIS FIGHT BUT EACH TIME SHE TRIES SHE RECIVES A DEEPER WOUND ....MENTALY EXASUSTED SHE WISHES FOR DARKNESS TO ENVELOP HER SOUL AND WISHES TO WITHER AWAY AND DIE ......LONLY COLD AND UN WANTED SHE BEGINS TO CRY...... FOR HER ONLY FRIEND IS THE NIGHT ..... SO DIFFERENT FOM EVERY ONE SHE TRIED TO FIT IN .... TRIED TO BE LIKE EVERY ONE ........TRIED TO BE NORMAL......BUT AS ALWAYS ....FAILED MISERABLY .... AND NOW AS HER HEART LEANS TWARDS DARKNESS SHE WISHES SHE COULD TRAVEL BACK TO A TIME WHEN SHE WAS HAPPY ...... WHEN SHE WAS FREE WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE .............BUT REALITY HAS SET IN AND NOW SHE HAS TO LIVE IN THIS SILENT HELL FOR EVER ......NEVER TO FIND HER PEOPLE ...NEVER TO BE HAPPY ....OR NEVER TO BE LOVED......
THE WALK HE LAY IN THE VELVET OF DARKNESS ..... AWAITING THE FALL OF NIGHT ....... THE MOON FINALLY FULL....... HE ARISES OUT OF THE BLACKNESS..... PINPOINTING HIS PREY....... HE MOVES IN SILENT QUICKNESS....... VICTEMS UN KNOWING....... TO QUICK TO EVEN SCREEM....... HE FEELS HER ENERGY....... HE FEELS HER GIVING IN...... HE FEELS THE HOPELESSNESS....... AS THE DARKNESS FALLS OVER HER EYES........ SHE RESISTED AT FIRST ....... BUT COULD NOT ESCAPE HIS HOLD...... AND IN THE END ....... SHE LAY THERE ....... AND THE DARKNESS HAS WON...........